' Smith' who claims to have been a Christian until he turned
30 prances around in public wearing horns and red paint
that make him look like the devil. You can find him on
his website dressed in this costume. He calls himself 'the
God of Atheism,' and you can see pictures of him in various
settings, a nasty little smirk on his face. He looks like
a sick Pee Wee Herman."
letters will be in blue while mine
are in black and white.
actual picture of emailer or Jesus Christ)
upon you websight while looking up info on Jimmy Swaggart. I happend
to look around your websight and found it very funny acctualy. i
think that fact went to the passion
of the christ dressed up as the devil was hillarious! im also
and artist and i found your work to be quite good and i enjoyed
the dressups, you realy spent alot of time on them... i was impressed.
christian, and i spend alot of time witnessing to the gay comunity,
muslims and homeless people in Hollywood. possobly because of all
the exposure i get christian hate and critisizim, i was not offended
by your sights content.
however like you to know, that i am praying for you to that you
might know the wonderfull, fabulouse, amazing experiance of haveing
a personal relationship with the uncreated being, a.k.a. 'God.'
notice that you had somethings on you sight that led me to belive
you might have perhaps suicidal tendancies??? i could be wrong but
i got that vibe from some of the dressups. God can take that away
and give you peace in every area of your life.
bob, im telling you this cause i know what its like to know him.
he loves you, thats why he made to you, so you might know what his
love is like.
enough for now, you can write back if you like.
I got your email and I wanted to address your top concern. No, I
do not have suicidal tendencies. I am a 35 year old man who's never
once tried to do such a thing. I never would. I value life way too
much. I've always understood that things will change. Things always
get bad and then they always get better again. That's how life works.
Change always occurs. The dress ups you saw are all for fun. What
exactly about the dress ups led you to believe I was suicidal? The
alien facehugger you can put on my head?
of the belief that "peace in every area of your life" is not a good
thing. When I picture that I picture the end of progression in ones
life. The acclaimed psychotherapist Carl Jung once said, "The foundation
of all mental illness is the avoidance of legitimate suffering."
that quote. And from experience I believe that this is exactly what
it means to believe in God. It's believing in something made-up
to take away the suffering. People forget how important suffering
and struggling is. That's when you learn the most! It's how mankind
has progressed through the stages of evolution over millions of
years to where we are today. To me, finding peace through God is
no different than finding it through drugs, alcohol, blindfolds,
fingers in ears, etc.)
you were searching for info on Jimmy Swaggart? If it was for any
reason other than making a laughing stock out of him then my point
has been proved. He slept with hookers, Andy! That's all you need
to know! Jesus Christ, how unlike Jesus Christ does one have to
be before they can no longer be a religious leader?!? Gee, I wonder
where his mental illness stemmed from?
best friend since High school
Subject: I am hurt and I am also hurt when...
I just got through reading your new hate mail and I have to tell
you that I have tears running down my face right now from all the
laughing. I think that you explained my feelings preciously in your
letter back to that woman. When we are children we get upset with
people who don't agree with us. Then we grow up, or so I thought
all of us were supposed to grow up. This woman feeling sorry that
you are so hurt is really very frightening. I can't imagine going
through life without knowing sarcasm. How easy it must be for her
to believe everything written in the bible.
is pretty much why I think your reply to that hate mail is one of
my favorites of all time. I am glad you got to meet Pee Wee Herman,
Love Lori .
are a... cheap... fool... Gay demon
Subject: You should
You should respect
her name Jesus
you are a
God should burn
alive for that
truly I tell you,
that naum will have success in place some of his her life,
and you will have a children that you will be a servant faithful
of the lord of lords, Jesus Cristo
are completly nuts, you say 'im satan'...
Subject: you make
people pray to God
you are completly nuts, you say "im satan" but you are working
more for God than more of the people i know.
for sure you are
gaining a complete painful and eternal vacation at hell after
your death, but i hope God switch you to a good person. i
was so sinner, a really bad one, but i meet God when HE wanted,
and now im doing well, im praying, i go to mass, and i listen
carefully to the Pope, i love my brothers and help them every
time i can, and i tell you, people like you give me more motivations
to pray for good to God. well, as you can see, its not a hate
mail, and for sure its not a fun mail, its very sad, almost
like you. God bless you, and turn your heart to him
C. D. Miro
pd: pssst... btw,
you are NOT satan, see a catholic priest, ask him for an exorcism,
and see a doctor, tell him you think you are a non-natural
person, may be you can get a medicine for your annomally,
and of course, pray to God, who is waiting you to open your
silly heart to him.
Hello C. D. Miro!
Yes, I say "I'm Satan!" I say it onto my site many many times!
Often indeed. Why do you come and tell me that I am not Satan
in your pd?
I go see a Catholic
priest doctor and he also agreed with my that I am Satan.
The Catholic priest doctor wa a broom in a wig and sunglasses
You are non-natural
person! Ha ha ha ha. You should take medicine that is non-natural
And I am going
to tell you this for the last thing. You are working more
for Satan than I could be! And I should know because clever
satan is me! Grrrrrrr!
child found your site today.... I only have to assume
that you have no idea what you are teaching.
My child found
your site today. I was appauled. I only have to assume that
you have no idea what you are teaching. Jesus is not a figure
for children to dress up in pathetic custumes. He is not a
little baby to be worshipped during Christmas, nor is he hanging
on the cross like the Roman Catolics would teach you. He is
a resurected, perfected being that is due honor and praise.
He has a plan for you, I hope you would come to know it and
surrender to Him soon for the end is near and judgement is
for everyone.Now you are knowledgeable of His coming judgement
and will be held accountable for your knowledge and your actions.
what you are teaching. For it is a lie. To yourself and to
with kids you still put yourself through thinking that the
end times are right around the corner. I often wondered if
when a Christian started having children if they'd lose that
"THE TIME OF THE APOCALYPSE IS AT HAND" motivation, but I
see it does not.
If you can't see
the make-believe in that book then I wonder how you keep yourself
from falling for every nursery rhyme you read to your child
at bedtime. It is so clearly lies (Adam & Eve, Noah, turning
into a salt statue, giants, unicorns & angels) that I am left
to question whether someone who believes it should be considered
too gullible to parent kids (like for safety reasons). For
instance I wouldn't want someone who had an imaginary friend
telling him to do stuff to have children.
What about that?
hurts me to know that my kids can type in the name Jesus
and find your website.
Jesus is Lord.
He loves you so very much, that he died on the very cross
that you poke fun at him with. He knows everything in your
heart. He still loves you, and he would still die on the cross
for you. I excepted Christ in to my live 10 yrs ago. He has
been very important to me, that cross means more to me then
you'll know. It hurts me to know that my kids can type in
the name Jesus and find your website.
Dear Mrs. Suzie
I do not know what you're talking about. He is not my god.
He is only yours. There are other people with other gods who
believe other things. Did you not know that? You seem to not
be aware of that. Why do you not know that? Everyone knows
One reason that
I poke fun at Him is because it seems that everyone does not
know that. It hurts me that you do not know that. It hurts
me that you do not respect my beliefs and that you do not
believe what I believe. It hurts me that my child can find
out about your beliefs on the Internet.
I am also hurt
when anyone says something that goes against my beliefs. It
hurts me to see people not respect everything I believe. I
am often hurt by things that I am not used to. I am hurt by
little drawings that make fun of my beliefs. It hurts me that
I cannot explain my beliefs logically. I am also hurt by beliefs
that don't always make sense to me. I hurt when I think about
my beliefs too much. I am hurt when people expect me to think
about my beliefs.
I am hurt when
I happen across someone else's beliefs on the Internet and
they don't match up with mine. I am hurt when those people
try to tell others about those beliefs. I am hurt that a child
can access different beliefs other than what I believe, and
choose to believe them or not believe them. I am hurt when
my child doubts or questions my beliefs.
But most of all
I am hurt when no one on the Internet gives a shit about my
You know Bob, there
is someone who cares about your feelings. Jesus cared so much
about your feelings that he died for you sin. Therefore you
do not have to spend a moment in hell.
There will come
a day when you have to answer for you actions and lack of
faith. There is a God! He is not only my God, but he is the
one and only true God.
By the by, I'm
sorry that your so hurt. I don't know what got you in that
place. But I do know all that hate is exhusting. You will
find rest in Jesus, he'll heal your hurts. He'll make old
thing new. It's like he give you another chance. He's able
to forgive all sins, even if you think that they are too bad.
I know that he loves you.
It is so terrific
to hear that there is someone up in heaven who cares for my
hurt feelings. That's just what I needed. I feel so much better!
Oh, and to hear that you're sorry for my hurt feelings, that's
so so comforting.
You know what I'm
going to do? I am going to pin a little paper word balloon
to a stuffed animal that says "I care about your hurt feelings,
Bob" in it. What a great idea! Then every time I look over
at Mr. Teddy Ruxpin I can pretend that the words "I care about
your hurt feelings" are enough to satisfy my simple brain.
how easy it is to care for people! You don't even gotta do
anything! Just say the words! No, wait! Not even that! Just
write it on a piece of paper and set the photocopier to 1,000
and there you have it, 1,000 people cared for! And best of
all it doesn't reduce the meaning of the words one bit! Then
everyone who really does care for you (family, friends, loved
ones, people you've actually met and have relationships with)
get to be part of that Teddy Ruxpin crowd (Jesus, strangers,
actors who say "I love you all!" when they win awards). What
a valid, tangible, valuable love it is.
The world you live
in sounds like a dream, doesn't it Teddy? Oh, look! He cares
about me! I care about you too Teddy!!!